Antagonist A.D. - Lovesick lyrics

It's funny to think, I penned such sweet words for you That I shed tears and felt real pain for you! It's funny to think that I felt anything at all.. Now I only see a rusted anchor, you've got no soul! And I need to tell you that, I wasted some good years under your spell! And I need to tell you that, I was living hell! And I'd be lying if I said, I could EVER miss you! I swore that night you'd always be in my heart - nothing could ever tear us apart.. nothing! And I saved you once, and I saved you twice Stitched sliced wrists, picked you up off the floor! Smashed that bottle that I told you to ignore.. I told you to ignore! BROKEN EVERY VOW THAT YOU SAID TO ME! LOVESICK! BROKEN EVERY VOW THAT YOU SAID TO ME! LOVESICK! And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? Because I know what I don't wanna know.. And I don't wanna know! And I don't wanna know! How many beds you've warmed, how much flesh you've turned.. And I don't wanna know! And I don't wanna know! How many sheets you've crawled, how many lives you've soiled.. And I don't wanna know! And I don't wanna know! And it's funny to think, I shared anything with you! And I regret every second I wasted on you! And I wish for nothing, but desert and walls between us! It's not that I hate you - I've just lost all respect.. LOVESICK! And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? LOVESICK! And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? LOVESICK!