Ant - The Last to Say lyrics

[Verse 1] Heaven's been waiting, while I've been breathing I finally thought that I pa**ed just to find I was dreaming And even if things do change I'll always hate the life that I've made And when push comes to shove, I'm the one on the ground Even though the only way to get up is to get down With the highest folks, thats the story of my life It's a roller coaster ride and I'm scared of the heights Even if I tried to be a better man Dropped my music, and folded my hand Played life safe, my back against the wall Well then, I wouldn't be like Slug at all But that's what you probably want; me to roll over In the hole that I dug in October Of '96, yeah I've had enough Sixteen years on a life, trying to get loved When jealousy is hate, and that breeds envy I'd rather have a lot of haters, lot of jerks, lot of enemies Cause in the end of the day, it all comes around A lot of fans, lot of friends, lot of smiles and sound I gotta hurry, while I'm still alive Because I don't see myself living past 25 That's a good thing, I've got 9 years left That's 9 years that I want all to myself But it's funny, that I'm probably wrong In 10 years, I'm gonna sing this song And say damn, what a funny dream of mine Cause the dream is gonna turn into reality And I wake up, My cell phone's ringing Garrett telling me just what he's been thinking I yawn, pick up my mic, and I start singing Heaven's been waiting, while I'm daydreaming... [Chorus] Let me be the last to say Please don't stay Let me be the last to say You won't be okay [Verse 2] Heaven's been waiting, while I've been here I've been living my life trying to run away from fear What's that old saying? Ignorance is bliss But I find suicide much more full of this But in truth, I'll probably never ever leave Because I'm scared of getting old, more than I'm scared of being me And I can't hope that I'll always be around But I will always have hope that you can always hear my sound [Chorus] Let me be the last to say Please don't stay Let me be the last to say You won't be okay Let me be the last to say Please don't stay