ANoyd - Altitude (Scared of Heights) lyrics

[Verse 1: ANoyd] Close your eyes and envision my scared of heights through a transplant See lows and take you high Higher take you lower back then permanent like a tramp stamp Kept a positive mind with a negative bank account Kept a smile on my face while my city just sit and pout Kept giving out hugs while y'all give out guns Fired from my job for being a couple minutes late I wasn't tryna' live a simple life anyways (Burgundi) Really, so I called mom dukes, told her this sh** ain't important I can rap full time with unemployment Couple of weeks later denied me the unemployment Empty pockets got me way more focused than disappointed Rather die enormous than live dormant That's how we on it Cause I'm always coming up with some sh** like my toilet clogging And the places I applied each one of them I denied Tryna' offer me a job, same day I got a performance nah Lady I gotta rap tonight miss You making minimum wage and I'm making sacrifices So I ran into a surgeon at the grocery store Dr. Dre's blasting, playing some Illmatic He tapped me right on my shoulder Asked me If I'm enrolled in a college Told him, "That sh** ain't for me to be honest I don't sit in cla**, I got a question I put my hands up I'm on stage telling these people to put they hands up." He laughed a little then told me, "We built to learn in school." I told him, "You save lives right? Well maybe one of my songs is saving a child's life for certain too So technically I'm a surgeon too." Yeah, errybody seen doubt Now I got the crowd jumping like a trampoline house They don't want a black brother to eat, I'm used to it Cause they always tryna' take the black jelly beans out, n***a Yeah, I'm dreaming to make a profit And God always sketching a special way to surprise it Reflecting on my life in this broken rear-view mirror Cause I crashed my f**ing car cause I was texting and driving That's no job, no car, f** it man I surrender I close my eyes, next thing we know we up in November Liquor Stains all on the radio I remember Then I get that phone call like you open for Bryson Tiller Then I get the bad news, few hours before I rap I froze because they canceled all of the opening acts My city like, "Bro, they can't take your crown." Man, you good bro just don't look down [Hook 1: ANoyd] I'm just finding my altitude, n***a I'm just finding my altitude, yeah They told me, "Don't look down." You moving on up, n***a Don't look down You moving on up But n***a I'm scared of heights But n***a I'm scared of heights They told me, "Don't look down." You moving on up n***a Don't look down You moving on up But n***a I'm scared of heights [Verse 2: ANoyd] [?] I'm putting my heart and soul I remember when I wrote a song a month Now managment got my pen game moving out of control Now who's the best MCs? Kendrick, ANoyd or Cole? Unfold I'm rapping circles around my idols for courtesy Ain't no saving them like they bleeding internally Drinking a couple of Mercury Missing your anniversary Ain't no using me so I took both the u's out of Burgundi Purposely I can't wait to get on your top five These youngings all in my DMs asking me for advice And I'm still tryna' get Kendrick Lamar to reply to mine Finding my altitude as soon as the core respond, ah Me, Breed and Nitty got it surrounded Working for myself 131 days and counting Ain't no days off, n***a we in the struggle Nobody yelling out brake, this ain't a huddle And you always gotta pray and know that God is above you Mom walk in the house, see me writing I love you, I love you No such thing as too many, "love you's" King James couldn't keep up with the triple double She work, I ain't gonna pay you back for 23 years straight She said "I need that Al Pacino staircase" Yeah she want a water fountain in the crib I built it myself for the strongest woman that ever lived I risk my nine to five cause I'm striving for a mill I look her in the eyes and she can know I'm for real Knowing all my songs word for word yeah it's all real Said the last thing I gotta worry about is a dollar bill Praying I can sell out the Garden and f**ing k** it And FaceTime her right on stage, momma I did it I got my head up momma but I'm still kinda scared Look down [?] co*ky and fear [Hook 2: ANoyd] I'm no longer scared of heights, n***a I'm no longer scared of heights, momma You told me, "Don't look down." I'm looking on up momma Don't look down I'm looking on up I'm no longer scared of heights I'm no longer scared of heights I'm no longer scared of heights I'm no longer scared of heights I found my altitude