Surely I am willing but I won't Claiming that I'll do it but I don't Knowing I'll do anything you want Pretending I am someone that I'm not Good God, my mind Won't let me think right I know you're trouble But I'm determined to create These things up in my head That never happen In time I've gotta choose Freedom or loyalty Look at what you have done What am I gonna do? So now that you have made a mess of me And showed me stars that I have never seen I know it's wrong why does it feel so right You haven't got me yet But you might You're smiling back at me I wanna do it I wanna be with you Let me get through it Am I gonna make it back alive When you show me all the things that you can do? Good God, my mind Won't let me think right I know you're trouble But I'm determined to create These things up in my head That never happen In time I've gotta choose Freedom or loyalty Look at what you have done What am I gonna do? Good God, my mind Won't let me think right I know you're trouble But I'm determined to create These things up in my head That never happened In time I've gotta choose Freedom or loyalty Look at what you have done What am I gonna do?