Anorexia Nervosa - The Shining lyrics

I just cannot cope with it anymore Something is missing My old faith is dead I know you want some more force-fed hatred And I'm gonna fill you up with a kiss I found my redemption I'm OD'd and there is no more entertainment I found my redemption And now the scene is so utterly dead I failed You won My sin was pride Excuse me my friends I have to cast all aside I have to clean up Face the serpent's eyes My life has been so deadly fake Guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace And at least angels are fading away Suicide religion "And I hate myself, you know I hate you all" Suicide religion Some time ago I'd have to write this down Guess we know it all along The light was shining in darkness And darkness couldn't seize it The light is shut in darkness It's the shining The shining Je ne suis pas des v?tres Et ce monde n'est pas mien Reste l'ennui, reste l'orage Reste la fra?cheur du soir Et le droit eternal de rester immobile Dans le temps suspendu The light was shining in darkness And darkness couldn't seize it The light is shut in darkness It's the shining The shining I don't want to hold this cross anymore I'm bored to d**h I'm abused and confused And I guess that's how you want me to feel Shall save my soul and leave it all behind Suicide religion "And I hate myself, you know I hate you all" Suicide religion Some time ago I'd have to write this down Guess we know it all along