Anno Domini Beats - Dirt lyrics

[Verse 1: Swami Netero] See I don't know What my problem is/ Been through alot of sh** On top of being fatherless/ My mom's a b**h Who probably could have done a little better/ But she'd rather trick her cheddar Off to dudes from homeless shelters/ Ain't had the guts to tell her How it made me feel inside/ While her man was getting high When all we had was beans and rice/ He'd beat her day and night They'd argue til their face was white/ Drinking like it'd change her life And save her from the pain inside/ Pops didn't say goodbye Didn't see his a** for 5 years/ But wouldn't cry tears I couldn't let my pride hear/ Might have a slight fear Of doing it maybe/ Don't want to pick the wrong b**h And end up screwing the baby/ What's crazy Is my mom won't make amends/ Unless she's trying to be commended For not being more demented/ As if it counts for sh** Don't be offended if you're on a verse/ I ain't trying to cause a stir I'm just brushing off the dirt/ [Hook: sample of 'Chum' by Earl Sweatshirt] [Verse 2: Swami Netero] Or maybe it's the fact I always get my heart broken/ Once I start showing feelings b**hes start rolling/ Going for a dude Saying that he loves them/ But displaying that he doesn't From behavior she puts up with/ Saying "f** it I'll get his a** to change."/ But when he stays the same She'll call me and complain/ Just searching for some aid And ask for my admonition/ Then turn around And do the exact opposite/ It's redonkulous Cause once I try to save the b**h/ She tries to say I'm ruining their relationship/ But wouldn't say it to him When we were together/ Left my peeps in the desert So I could be with the heifer/ Now I'm sleeping in Medford Racked with regret/ And I have to confess I'd take her back in a sec/ Cause I can't gather respect Don't be upset if you're on a verse/ I ain't trying to cause a stir I'm just brushing off the dirt/ [Hook] [Verse 3: Swami Netero] Or maybe it's the fact That I'm handicapped/ Can't ever have it back My arm I never had intact/ Some kids couldn't fathom that And never really grasped the chance/ Instead they'd try to thrash my a** So after cla** I'd have to smash/ Back to the pad Crying like it'd make a difference/ Praying I'd gain the appendage Hating what fate had intended/ Stay at a place for a minute Then I used to spin/ Attend a different, school And do it all over again/ Moving all over the sin Always getting asked/ "What happened to your hand? Did you lose it in a crash?"/ And could never get mad Cause if I overreact/ Then I'll be looking bad Instead of their stupid a**/ Could never even pa** A little kid without them eyeing/ I'd be, dying inside Every time they'd start crying/ The site would make me contrite Don't be excited if you're on a verse/ I ain't trying to cause a stir I'm just brushing off the dirt/ [Hook]