Annie Bethancourt - Sarah lyrics

Sarah walks the line between young and old Down on the streets of Hollywood where her soul's been sold She looks up at the white clouds and wants to fly there And she says "one time won't hurt me too much." Well, she walked the balance beam at such a young age Countering her emptiness with a powder's weight She fills with the needle what life drains away And the she feels all right for a little but the numbness fades And she says: I can see it at my windows I can hear it at my door. Please can I let it in? It's not like I haven't before It's not like I haven't before Morning comes, she plans to escape this life But she's pulled back once again Into the heat and knife She says "I want this deadly dance to end, But my addiction is such a jealous friend." And she says: I can see it at my windows I can hear it at my door. Please can I just give in? It's not like I haven't before It's not like I haven't before She cries to the heavens "My God, comfort me! If I could I would leave it all, but I am too weak!" She says "I am too weak" But he says "I will hold you. I will hold you, I will hold you, when the numbness fades." "I will hold you" he says "I will hold you, I will hold you, when the numbness fades." And she says "I will draw the curtains at my windows, Lock the bolt at my door. If you help me I will be strong It's not like I haven't before It's not like I haven't before I will draw the curtains at my windows, Lock the bolt at my door. If you hold me I won't let it in I've already done that before I've already done that before I won't go down that road no more."