Tear apart by category The things I believe How sad is this long drive? The spirit of philosophy Emotion overwhelms And instead decides me I go right out of my mind I am sleeping all the time I'm rewriting all the fairytale endings I will go right out of my mind I'll be floating just as high As the snowflakes do before they crystallize Am I supposed to be keeping track of all the coincidence? Should I treat myself in the sense that I am fragile? I took it all to heart I'm putting it inside my bones I am failing I am falling I am pale I am crawling I am hating like crumpling paper I'm already dead A ball of hair A dried bee-hive My vacant stare takes me Right out of my mind .. Chorus . I'm so heavy I can't laugh You nailed me down here to your path Your suffering I did, I did, I do Without romance I love The weight is too much I can't get up If there's a toll I know how I'll afford it I will go right out of my mind And stay sleeping all the time Say they're lies all of those fairytale endings I will go right out of my mind I'll be floating just as high As the snowflakes do before they crystallize And fall and fall and separate And fall and fall and separate