All my memories, I have it in frames on the wall And all my trust I, have to show for what I've done I just want it, be accepted by somebody here And not to feel like I've wasted all these years I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost And you're the only one around it I think I'll reach the boat I never was a bada** Having it all, having it all Having it all, having it all In my ??? feel what I want But it's more than what I want Getting compliments and rewards just for trying Maybe my standards are high For what I get out of life I guess I should keep more often open mind I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost And you're the only one around it I think I'll reach the boat I never was a bada** Having it all, having it all Having it all, having it all [instrumental break] I don't wanna dive in, for reaching my ghost And you're the only one around it I think I'll reach the boat I never was a bada** Having it all, having it all Having it all, having it all