Never, never have I wanted something Never, never have I needed something Never Never, never like you I fight these wars inside my head I wake at night and wish them dead Always they'll be inside me No-one to trust beside me I can upon your frozen stare Knew it was one that I could wear Break down the walls I hide in Knew there was no use hiding My soul has come alive Never, never have I wanted something Never, never have I needed something Never Never, never like you Never How can I fight this secret war Something that I've never won before Stays with me as if wrapped in chains Trying hard not to go insane Why, why can't this die Die, just let it die Gonna get you before you get me Embedded in my mind, I ever be free Never, never will I escape this ever Have to find a way to make this not Never, never have I wanted Never, never have I needed Never, stays with me, oh it stays with me Will I ever know, will I ever go From these chains I'm tied in I'm still hiding Never, never have I wanted Never, never have I needed Never, never have I wanted Never, never have I needed