Animal Flag - Sensation lyrics

It's a sensation It's coming out your eyes again How'd you let it get like this An anchor for your sinking chest No one wins Your hands are tied, your head it spins And every life you've ever lived in former bliss Comes back to make you sick I don't know which is worse The fact that you're gone or the fact that it hurts And I've been trying to keep you down But the way you resurface makes the loveliest sound So in the past you'll stay Assuming a familiar shape Now happiness is just a way to hide your shame It's just a face you've learned to fake And it's not okay when anger keeps the tears at bay When forgiveness is met half way by guilt and blame And when apologies are delayed