There is something vivious on my mind And I have to surrender I am so vulnerable It's like a monster Disemboweling me I am feeling helpless I want to tear It out of my body But it became A part of my rotten life I can not stop it There's no happiness left Life is a lie It keeps coming back and tries To finish up what's left of me Now I found an escape in quenching My thirst for blood And repayment Now I started the quest For the reason Of my Sickness Until I may Rest in peace I will find And torture and k** The beautiful people For they are responsible For what has happened to me I am cursed by sick And dead emotions Coming from inside