Angeles - Lost One lyrics

(Intro) This is one of those nights No sleeping, just thoughts (Verse 1) Lemme vibe right quick To get my mind right It's another one of those nights when you just might not Live to see tomorrow I'm starting to feel hollow Question: have you ever try to sleep worrying bout the day that follows? After so many times tears and fear just ain't an option Yet I still look back to find exactly where I lost it I'm holding myself hostage, with all these thoughts I'm in the darkness Because of it I'm heartless, with the absence of a conscience I lost my mind. But I'm doing my best to find it Must be somewhere under all this hate, that's probably where my mind is Maybe one day I'll find it Maybe it's gone forever But I got a new vendetta, against the man in the mirror Every time I look at him I wanna shatter the gla** All these repressed memories of things I done in the past Of everybody who left, everybody who stayed with me All the girls who said they loved me but were really just playing with me Now I'm standing here watching as the world is changing around me Everything is different, I ain't used to these surroundings I wish I could get my life back and find a way out the dark But the night isn't over, this is only where it starts I lost one (Hook: Angeles) Lost one, let go to get one Left one, lose some to win some Story of a champion Sorry I'm a champion You lost one (Verse 2) I don't think it's meant to be, we For she loves herself more than she does me And honestly at 16, I should probably love myself more than I do she But "we" ain't we, it's me and her Cause what she prefers over me, ain't working That's where we differ, so I'll have to give her, free time even if it hurts so breath Darling it's deserved, you've been put on this earth To be all you can be like the reserves and me, my time in your army is served So I'll have to allow she, her, time to serve Your time's now for her in time she'll mature and maybe we can be "we" Again like we were Finally, my time is too short to share. And to ask her now, it ain't fair so yea I lost one (Hook: Angeles) Lost one, let go to get one Left one, lose some to win some Story of a champion Sorry I'm a champion You lost one (Verse 3) Somebody once told me it was wise to count your blessings But what happens when every night that list of mine lessens So many times I've been hurt, but I ain't losing to no depression But it ain't even a question, the world is teaching a lesson The only reason we fall is so we can get up again and nobody's even listening or paying attention They just sit there every night then the sadness starts to slip in And when it does well, we're back to beginning And they put the blame on everything except themselves But when their friends reached for their hand they didn't want their help I've been there, and I remember those lonely nights when I had, nothing and no one Only you can unlock the strength that you have Whether it's love or life kicking you down, you better swing back You better get yourself off the ground, make it your b**h and To everybody fighting something I'm here to help and see you through I'll help you get through the night, because I've been there too I lost one (Hook: Angeles) Lost one, let go to get one Left one, lose some to win some Story of a champion Sorry I'm a champion You lost one