Angela Schleihauf - Inside Out lyrics

Intro: If I don't write, I don't eat.... & I'm evil when I'm hungry Prufrock Shadowrunner: I was breakin up the green, she was breaking down the scene Tellin me how we need to move to get the HD Lifestyle, the block, the mansion, the yacht The 20 car garage & the 40 car lot I said stop, rewind that I can't get behind that Sellin out ain't Ital, so I could never buy that OK, do your thing, and dress warm for winter & wear a clean shirt when you serving people dinner Angela Schleihauf: I'll follow my dreams while you postpone yours I'll rack up the debts, you'll work the long hours I'll write pretty songs while you wreck your health I'll sing you melodies you promise wealth I resent reorientation, you want me to contribute I say family, there's hesitation. We can't live in servitude Prufrock Shadowrunner: Maaaan this not how it's supposed to go to poverty & misery Take alota “L's” in pursuit of the victory Times get tough when these pockets get thin So you got me bringin plate to table with a grin Really? For real though, sometimes I'd rather steal yo Rather pull a heist than make change for your meal bro Prufrock play Stephen servin at a cafe 1 day got fed up and walked up out the place sayin' Prufrock Shadowrunner: (Bridge): Success is measured through happiness, I enjoy being happy so I wanna be successful But how does 1 become successful?, it requires help You must have dedication, when dedicated to something your view on it changes. It becomes difficult to imagine existence without it, a cosmic need water of the divine If you have given fully to your dedication you will undoubtedly be determined Determination is a warriors relentless pursuit to complete their quest Journey to the world's end if necessary, by any means necessary Shoes or bare feet, planet of the apes legion's of k**er bee's always with the goal in mind Prufrock Shadowrunner: I should be on stages not relaying complaints More awards than shelf space So dead space and dead time get filled with these pen strokes Surgery for carpel tunnel then is when Ill let go Before that no question; Hands will keep working Locks stay growing, and my shoes will stay dirty I'm perusing my 30's with a 1/3 of the birdies Cut from a different cloth made from a different stock Contemplating new concepts pushin past hobbyist Leave a legacy that's lasting should be obvious Can't forget the 1's before the 1's that opened other doors Who showed us we can be whatever we want as long as we reach for more Focus The calm before the bomb Knowing you have chosen the right path Momentarily blocking out the ills of your past Hold that... Angela Schleihauf: (Chorus) We aim so high the sky keeps falling on us I think I've seen a future to our dreams Prufrock Shadowrunner: (Chorus) How hard are you willing to work? Humility How hard are you willing to work? Patience How hard are you willing to work? This is not for the faint of heart How hard are you willing to work? Angela Schleihauf: We exist on cracks of sunlight drink the dew that's in our cells Construct a carrot to keep on moving but we can't break outta hell Am I lucky for these 4 corners? Should I lock the door to force myself out Swallow the key to keep moving forward & leave no entry place for doubt I have no answers to these questions & I can't meet your eye My plan sounds so wretched, I thought the limit was the sky Prufrock Shadowrunner: Tell me, what hooks you got gonna keep they attention? How you plan to keep it moving when its hard to bring the rent in? Life's all guessing eyes closed with the lesson My quality of work is left to public perception Its hard to be poetic without seeming as a skeptic While looking for a lover that's electromagnetic See in Macbeth they said it, “fairs foul fouls fair” A lifetime commitment through the struggles and affairs Some will turn the badge in return the ammunition Can't hold on start preparing for the landing I'm a stay the course, no regrets no remorse (no) stopping or hiatus when I go through my divorce Its bound to be a big 1, way we falling in love She won't even want ½ shell have the larger income Keep it moving forward the way to something greater Maybe in my next life, Ill do something safer....