I cry I morn for the life I had let go many tears held suicidal thoughts not wanting to let go There is not a time that goes by in thought in memory in prayer that I kept you on my mind Memories sustain holding you near my heart will wrongfully remain Can't let go of letting go knowing that you exist the need the want of having you shall persist When you came into my life I opened up To release eternal hope I travel many miles To come to this With a promise To give love One more try To embrace my love With sanctity Stay with me Without you I walk low head bowed down hurt in an epitome of shame I live in the poverty of resentment for the life I loosed I am the blame I confess I lived in sin the host of sin I lived a white lie tales of darkness envy infidelity and lust must soul lead to die It was for this secret God had changed my life in Chasity a decision an idea a legacy to strive When you came into my life I opened up To release eternal hope I travel many miles To come to this With a promise To give love One more try To embrace my love With sanctity