Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... I am a part of him and he a part of me... The man that was sincere enough to love me Was who I fell in love with. For when the man I once loved left me whole He took away a part of me. Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... I could feel love in the way you held my hand the way you squeezed my waist the way you held me close Your sweet caress, Your gentle strokes... It was the way you made me laugh the way I opened up to you how comfortable I felt being next to you How happy you make me feel inside When I was alone you made me smile It was our last time together that You held me tight We cried as one in each others arms The warmth of your body pressed against mine The memory of your kiss against my forehead I cried, I hurt to walk out on something good With the thought of pain to lose the man I loved. Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... I waited for your return But you never came One hour, two years, for eternity But lies don't hold under water. A single red rose Is all it took You promised me you would never leave And I believed every word. I found it hard that you walked out And I respected this, Until I realized what our love meant Tears pour down with swollen eyes I will always love you. Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... Scars can heal with love The day I saw you break down and cry I felt sad you heart was broken I felt enraged about how much you hurt I felt ashamed that you were broken I felt the blame of uncertainty I felt anger swarmed with hungry guilt I felt humbled that you Were willing to share this emotion with me And with that, I gave you my heart I shared my love And I showed you empathy, knowing You loved someone else Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... No more secrets No more lies I mourn for the one I love. I say this from the heart I felt loved deep inside I never forgot how love felt I will never regret What love meant. I never forgot our first kiss How you held me close What love meant. I accepted your love With intament trust. Letting feeling inside The regret of losing you Not wanting to let go Yearning to hold on Understanding I loved Waiting for your return. Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I miss you.... Baby come back to me Come back to me Don't you ever let go Have I ever crossed your mind any time? Have you ever found yourself reaching out to me? If I ever cross your mind, I love you, I love you My heart ruptures At the sound of heart beats Against the tides of time. I embrace each wave With caressing skin My thoughts ponder Softly with emotions Sounds invisible to light The stillness of the air Embraces my thighs Lovingly I feel warmth, You holding me close Our eyes meet at a distance Your lips pressed against mine. As your tongue moves inside my mouth I begin to taste your sweet breath My heart cries Tears dropping into the sea You stroke me with your hand I close my eyes afraid to touch How I changed into a woman Afraid this may be the last time Only for one night I remember my first He was the temperament of my bra** crescendo Rain down on me Let me feel the notes from tempo Keying in rythem of cognito My heart pound beats of desire Let the notes escape the fire Into a metaphoric hold of dreams Tantic rythem, droning sax Poetic verse calling back As eyes wide shut yearning desire I felt loved by the tunes That blow my mind with resonence I feel loved by his essence Moved by pa**ion magnificent Tunes float into dreary space Drifting into extreme extacy It was only one love And he was my only true love He was my first love The sound music Brought me back in time to the very first time I made love He was strong to hold back tears of resentment To hold his tears when love could not say To hold back his feelings inside When he needed the space to try He failed to recognize His weakness to love with desire And I did not break him from his peace of mind Instead I gave him the support And prayer that his dreams don't falter