Angela Brown - Lemonade 2 lyrics

Testimony Truth Word Words Drama Real Drama Crush Why does it have to be this way? Why do we choose to live this way? Why is life as it is? Why can't things change? Why do we doubt life? Why do we fight the way we do? Why can't we be happy? Why do we argue? Why? Why? Why? Is it because, few words stumble and has lost its meaning? I am the addict Desiring with needs Burning with the desire to held and loved. Words control the lust I feel I am the voice that thirst I am the darker sister Whose words are As sensitive as her skin I am the voice within Flowing Through loose fingers My words reveal no lies But tell the meaning of Desire Words of innocence I am the voice behind these words I contain silence Silence is being alone In the dark and cannot see. Alone, I am afraid silently I listen The sound of a pen dropping dropping dropping Because I dared to be different I am connected to intollerance my thoughts are words accept things into another state of being I know no thirst, behind this peace of mind No familiar faces, behind this peace of mind Abandoned trust, behind this peace of mind Broken, d**h will come some day Ill-exposed by all the lies told Words of informality ill-imagined delusions There must be a better place in this world To heal the pain I now feel inside A place where solitude solicits my tears Solicits my fears of being touched Not by thoughts, I felt I loved once inside Deeply hidden rage holds a place dear to my heart I've been raped Alone in the night My innocence exercises, The pain, the fears, the tears I share Holds a dangerous place inside Ready to explode... I am tired of wanting As much to be desired There is no more nothing but wants and needs I am tired of wanting As much to be desired There is no more nothing but wants and needs afraid of my own shadow Hidden behind masks That mark the streets Blind the alleys With broken speech No one understands Every day is a new round Every second is on the clock But our outcome Is a choice We live together We die together The spirit must live We wear the masks Walking stones into ashes Scattered dust in the wind Skeleton bones led to carry on Vulnerable and weak masks Die Without reason Every day is a new round Every second is on the clock But our outcome Is a choice Die Without reason Every day is a new round Every second is on the clock But our outcome Is a choice Die Without reason Every day is a new round Every second is on the clock But our outcome Is a choice I fell down But I could not shut out what corners of my eyes light blocked from seeing a wooden beam I have learned to shut out the world the way men shut out me I fall from circumstance I get close to reality My feelings are not real accept what I am caught up with expectations for what needs stars don't adjust in the light I am blinded by darkness in a deep dark hole that I am holding on Alone my heart weeps I exist I learn from their struggle I struggle in different ways strong to survive love, loss and pain I could be the same I must walk of d**h and live my life for the love of who I am. I cannot reject loss There is no turning back. Walk with me Walk with me Walk with me Talk to me Talk to me Talk to me Truth Testimony