Angel Haze - Exposed lyrics

Since ‘91 I been a menace, for real Born rotten and exposed The rose in a garden full of hoes A flowerbed of souls Where the flowers never learn They can go, they can grow, they can They can be something I’m a bird, I’m a bird, look at me frontin’ Be confused and obtused, gotta mean some I don’t feel, I don’t feel, I don’t mean nothing Mama looking around, what you gotta say You probably never gave a f** about me anyway I know I’m foolish cause I love you with my whole soul But I keep running so I ain’t gotta to go home, I don’t wanna go home Running from the fire and my brain’s in my ozone Running from the pressure ‘til I cave in my own home You don’t understand the obsessions that I got I need love, I don’t feel that sh** a lot, n***a Been alone from the motherf**ing jump, man Every battle, every hurdle, every hump, man b**hes like to feel it or they motherf**ing don’t, man Tell em draw a line and do the motherf**ing shhh Man, listen, I don’t talk about myself, oh no You don’t get it, you don’t feel it, n***a, oh no Where I’m from is a nightmare not a smoke show n***as never make it there, they never make it, oh no, n***a it’s up I’m from the generation that is scarred and abused For real, man You’re either dead or you’re dying or you doomed And what’s worse is nobody’s got a clue Of what the f** that I go through in my brain That there’s a f**ing beast off the motherf**ing chain That I’ve been having dragons and my heart be in flames Til I’m broken and too vulnerable again Love, nobody ever showed me what it was, my n***a, for real I’ve been beggin' since a youngin', since a cub, my n***a, for real Saw into your pretty blue soul like the rainbow A third eye, saw your devil in your angel We tried to love each other from a different angle Unfortunately, we still got strangled I don’t even know if "I'ma make it to the next day" Every day I wake up and it feels like it’s my d**h day You can see inside me like a motherf**ing x-ray Losing to my demons in a motherf**ing chest game It’s a hard life, I choose to lead the memories so lucidly and I’m just speaking truthfully, it’s hard to breathe, it’s hard to breathe Damn