Anemic - Redemption lyrics

[Verse 1] I rewrote my story, started over my odyssey Honestly, I'm exhausted of not handling this properly Amid this world with sodomy, you treat me like your property Because of what I've done when I ignored the prophecy I was a prick to Jace because it's reward gets me off But that's what my revelation was, like a bomb it sets me off I needed to make a change to avoid danger I had to wake up and take up redemption sooner or later My skylights gleamed and I knew what I had to do Apologize, and that is exactly what I rap to you I wish for forgiveness for the sh** that I've done The path I must take now shines brighter than the sun Matt, I know I've been a bad human being But now the light has guided me to what I should be seeing We've collaborated regardless of the fact that I was a jerk I was inconsiderate and made everybody else hurt I was rude and it was crude to do this sh** again But I've got a path to amend, and hope to repent for my sin You can skin me alive because I've lost reason to strive The last motherf**er alive lost his unbroken stride The tale spoken tells you I'm unbroken and untouched Legacies to live on, our hands still clutched The suspense brings me back to the question Why do some of you think my journey will lead to regression? [Verse 2] This isn't a monarchy, but all the mediocrity In this country makes me feel animosity Anemia - you could look it up in an encyclopedia "A lack of vitality," not true, ask the social media Don't duffer from catatonic schizophrenia If you get too excited, you'll fuse and have amnesia But back to the story, we all have big goals Searching our souls that are now anemic as charcoal This searching has no more point than a couch There isn't any (and then some) without a doubt We're doing things without purpose or cause Just the souls that we lost tryna fix out flaws We aim for perfection and forget the actual fact Factually, if you seek something bleak, you'll never escape the attack But what you lack is guidance and true perception A spirit to be lifted to aim towards your redemption You're rubbing off on me, all of your wisdom But I want to ventilate and get the hat out of my system But really, that's what got me here initially I individually acted in anger hypocritically Tryna say sorry for stealing your light tonight I paved for what I craved, my redemption out of sight You act like I incite all this sh** intentionally But eventually, disbelief will bite you in the a** like a centipede Darkness constantly surrounds the galaxy Rapidly, stars collide at the sound of rapping MCs I'm nervously waiting for the final collision The course I imagined, the thing I always invisioned [Outro] You have one final decision to make You can redeem me or let my shining stars fade Don't let the collision of fate die because of my actions Word-clashing, trappin' the n***as you were accused of attackin' I can't do anything but take what I said back I'm not full black, but I can scream at the battle clap Before the battle's over, supply me with one answer Will you redeem me for all the things that I've clashed for