Anemic (Old) - Paradox lyrics

[Intro] Why are there so many shrieks of terror? I'm only trying to be friends Don't die Just let the blood soak in Why can't we be friends? [Verse 1] I'll take out my gun I'll f**in' shoot you, I'll blow your brains out I'll make this game lots and lots of fun I will be the only one Taking out the chainsaw Big red nose, hockey mask These witnesses saw Him f**ing die so fast Why am I a f**ing psycho? Does my face like white, no? I lost my sanity Yeah, b**h I'm filled with vanity Sometimes I want to just cut everyone Into chunks I will have won, because I just don't give a f** Sometimes my inner psycho breaks loose I'm the only maniac that you b**hes will choose To go your funeral I'll spill out all of your humoral Spill your f**ing fluids Just like the druids Going to your motherf**ing burial Dressed like the Grim Reaper I'll be the only motherf**er here Getting looks like I am a goddamn creeper But don't worry I'll make sure that when you're buried I will get these looks Yeah, I'm used to 'em We all know your life f**ing shook, you f**ing croaked When I cut your goddamn head off Why the f** did you have to die so soon? I saw your severed head in the light of the moon Why am I this way at all? Cause these n***as said I didn't know how to ball [Hook] Yeah, b**hes, I'm a psycho Your face is so white, no albino Why do I k** these people? Why do I just shoot these haters? It's because, I am tired of waiting I just can't take it These people expect pure mercy I will leave you b**hes pursy Why the f** do you make me so mad? It's because you called me pure bad You said that I was evil Yes, admit that I'm primeval Been here since the very start Yes I'm smart, I know you aren't [Verse 2] Why do I feel all this f**ing hate Why are you b**hes makin' me wait I just want to k** I know I've sk**, just get off my grill We can all be so f**ing cool I know that the fact that what you said is true Will just help me see through You and everything in your existence I was put on this Earth I'm not here to benefit me Inevitably We will all some day die We will tell no lies Don't ask me why Just tell the truth and never cry Just stay happy, keep your chin up Never give up Learn to live up To the day, seize the moment Just try to live a better way There are so many things I want to f**ing stab with my rusty army knife I want to k** so many things that anger me, that have a life There are only so many f**ing things I want to see And it is you never being born There was an oath we mentally sworn It was to never k** a man I was a fan Of your work I would always stand And never go berserk I would always remain calm Make sure I'd never have to use no balm I would remain strong I was so sane I had a functioning brain But that is obviously no more What was a psycho like me even born for? [Hook] Yeah, b**hes, I'm a psycho Your face is so white, no albino Why do I k** these people? Why do I just shoot these haters? It's because, I am tired of waiting I just can't take it These people expect pure mercy I will leave you b**hes pursy Why the f** do you make me so mad? It's because you called me pure bad You said that I was evil Yes, admit that I'm primeval Been here since the very start Yes I'm smart, I know you aren't [Verse 3] I'm gonna f**ing fight like Dre I'm gonna learn to live a better way There is only one time, to tell the rhyme Rewind, go back in time And it is today Live like you meant to live Because sooner or later, you f**ers will get a whiff of it Bullsh**, I thought I was a stronger man But in reality the insanity Escaped, now awake Tryna take me over Got the luck of a f**ing four leaf clover Got everything I had always wished for But I have the grasp of my sanity no more I find myself wanted to k** myself There's a place I've been, it is Hell It's not fun when you're the only who's actually rappin' You think to yourself, how did this sh** happen? This is a paradox Lock your locks This f**er will break into your house Why the f** did this sh** happen to me? Are you addicted to that histamine? Yeah, I guess it is destiny Yeah b**hes, I'm a psycho And it's also not my fault no Yeah, why did you motherf**ers just try to f**ing f** me over No more will I try to fight for you And everything you said along the way is no longer true It is me, the final b**h who has to see through Everything done to me Why the f** did I unleash my inner psycho I guess it isn't my fault at all I guess this sh** will never end I'm tryna condemn The inner me, I can see This is the only motherf**ing chance when I could actually see the reality Of what's happening to me Why must I die, telling lies Tryna rise Memorize these lyrics I hope you hear it You can f**ing mesermerize me Hypnotize me 'Til I'm under your motherf**ing control Until I have no more f**ing soul [Hook] I'm a psycho (x4) Not my fault no I'm a psycho (x4) Why did you even get in my way Just note I'll be k**ing you today I'm a psycho (x4) Shriek! and Shriek forever! I'm on a k**ing spree!