Hey everything, f** you I hate everything you do to me I despise every lie I've come to believe And I hate every evil thing that I see This juxtaposition of good and bad Remind me of the best and the worst dreams I've had I'm either to happy or f**ing sad And I can't keep up with that And my job what a shame Just a mountain of d**h filling up my brain I'm always tied to the tracks of the train Desperately afraid of going insane (like my family) And I like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds To make to make my escape from this planet Christ almighty I am thirsty I'm forever fat and ugly Stumbling bumbling ba*tard stubbly Faces will always be hungry And I don't know if I'm capable of helping anyone I'm at the mercy of emotions of my better friends