Andrew Huang - Shadow 2 lyrics

Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be I don't want to stay in tonight Wanna be under those white stars and black lights Black cars, white knights Tryna stack far up to these heights of love I might, well i might You taste so good When tomorrow's light years away I've made mistakes, i would Like father like son like father like There's that darkness in the pit of my stomach It's so loud, and it follows me around That's the shadow that i live with now Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be And it's always on my mind I think about it all the time I try to hide it in this smoke But i know it's waiting there inside Yeah i'm always racked with guilt I'm the blade and she's my hilt No matter how many tracks i k** I know i'll feel it, i know i will Feel it attacking the most when i'm back on the coast Stacking this gold but i'm trapped with a ghost Messing around with my blessings and now i'm stressing ‘cause i'm counting them up to be less than i hoped I see you in ash-colored dreams Pulling the mask at the seams You saw through opaque And you told me transcend it And i didn't ask what you mean Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be