Andrew Huang - Shadow 1 lyrics

There's no vision through the haze now Had my own kind of shakedown 1979 could have been good Under weather, hunting unknown pleasures Sort of maybe courted a disorder I'll be sober when it's the day of the lord, or maybe not She's lost control with me Still looking so pretty In the wilderness, in the shadowplay Running thisaway, smoking thataway I remember nothing, i see in black and grey Redacted, my whole saturday I never want to land - it's my lucky day Baby had a pill, gave a half away You know what they say When anne hath a will Anne hathaway Yeah i've been collecting mistakes Speed it up i don't put on the brakes Heathens and hedonists heating this scene i've been heeding A life on the heap and a soul in the flames On the heels of a good run Get lucky, i did it for good fun Been hesitant heaving these heavens with better friends ever since Irrelevant When i'm self-medicating But good as hell with a cadence They've been telling me patience Try transcendental meditation Well i go mental in silence I could end up in asylums I've been spineless, mindless Hocking these j**els But finding there's always some rough in the diamonds Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be I've been on too long, no sleep Been going strong but feel so weak Trying find the bullseye on all my bullsh** And just blast it, not trying to pull punches But do pull hits, out of anything, anywhere Yes i'm the culprit Yes i've been corporate Guess i'm the bandit They stuck to guns Well i never banned it I'm never landed I'm chasing hooks Beats are rampant Had stages booked All around the world My feet are calloused Been stacking bandwidth Been snapping candids With rabid fans in four corners All that's left is atlantis But damnit I can't find my self anywhere on this planet But i keep cruising Yeah i've made some mistakes and i carry these scars The shadow on my face and the weight in my heart I'm dreaming of the places i'd rather be Always dreaming of the places i'd rather be