Anders Theander - Ending Theme lyrics

And so I find myself here once again First step down Remedy Lane Budapest you tore my world apart Well, here I am (To be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for) Worn with rope ends on my mind Torn with blood scarred in my eyes But now I'm back to shake that from my life Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening Back again at Deák Tér I know I could have left her there It was the feeling of leaving myself that I could not bear The same old hotel room in Pest One night before the Sziget fest Hungarian Princess will you share my rest? To rest in my Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for, who to be Sitting here as once before, weeks ago, just waiting for a knock on that door And I Have left all I thought was me to find out To make sure if it was you or me That made me feel so free, so real, but when we kiss I don't know, I just don't know Cause it leaves a taste of emptiness, and I think :"What if I'm simply depressed?" Blind, just finding temporary rest from my mind here in Budapest? Confusing zest with the joy of being blessed with the bliss of self-escape as we kiss? And mixing my being unstressed with your being undressed and the taste of being true With the fresh taste of me and you as we touch? I don't know But I saw so much of me in you, the me I've missed, the young and free in you But still, that doesn't mean a thing, may not mean anything about me needing you But I guess we had to meet, to be near, to make sure, but still my dear Beyond this bed and that door, to be honest, I fear I just don't know Ending theme, ending theme Fanning flames to dreams of belonging Ending theme, ending theme Ripping at the seams, for an opening To be honest I don't know what I'm looking for Lying here, watching you leave through that door