Anasarca - Blame Myself lyrics

Did I mention that I was dying? Terminal cancer of the lung Metastasized to my bones and some too my brain I'm really pretty f*cking pissed Had a really sh**ty life And can't really blame anyone but me for that I can only blame myself I could blame the tobacco companies But I'm the one that smoked They only make a living selling them I could blame my mom and dad But they did the best they could do And so did I, goddamn it I could blame a god But I don't believe in that anymore There's no f*cking god I've got a few months left They could be the worst months of my life If I let them try to enjoy them as much as I can I have no hope Early on, I hoped to be cured To be that one in 100 That lung cancer survived I'm not that lucky though My luck ran out when my brother gave me the coffin nails When I was 9 I can only blame myself I could blame the tobacco companies But I'm the one that smoked They only make a living selling them I can only f*cking blame myself