Anagnorisis - Night Skies Over Nothingness lyrics

It's time to snuff this torch of yours I've held on for far too long Let the embers fade and pa** Red with fury into a spectral haze Memories and dreams burn thin Turned to ash and spread like your final wish My life commemorates your past tense Yet this light I call my own No longer leads that path Foot in mouth instead of tail Chewed like the fool until there's no way left to stand No longer claiming ruined flesh Just wasted time in wasted skin Wasted namesake to pa** mental disease Afraid to exist So exhausted from hiding Disbelief in make believe Nothing more than the best and worse for you We darken the sun with ouroboros eclipse I wear this crest now instead of Kerr In hindsight I've always been the black son The singularity of this black hole Night skies over nothingness Stardust lost to emptiness I lived hell for both of you Bound by blood and bone Wearing abuse that's not my own These tides crashed over all our lives making waves in twilight Our lives can't cross anymore Yet we both expire all the same In the same space. At the same time Traverse particles in dark matter collide Not gla** houses but a hall of mirrors is where I dwell With every crack I die and then born again So many versions of this pain within these panes All staring back and all f**ing the same Words dispelled and curses lifted Only I can haunt myself with memories that don't die These memories a loop in which I dwell This disappointed youth in which I fell This sadness is a loop in which I dwell Until that loop tightens to end this hell