Amy Studt - Testify lyrics

I've been cheating myself for too long. Living as if i was going nowhere, And I know it's wrong, I've been fighting myself for too long, I try, really try to keep my head up high, And I know it's wrong, And I should really know better, But it's been so long; (Chorus) I know how I feel, But I'm afraid to show it, Inside it's so real, But no one else would know it, The whole truth and no lies, Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry, Come on Testify, Come on Testify I've been lying to myself for too long, Silence.... was my only comfort And I know it's wrong, But I can't change the weather, It's been too long; (Chorus) To the friends that I've lost on the way, To the friends I've been pushing away, You could say that I've made it, But I'm jaded And inside I'm falling; (Chorus) I've been fighting, Myself for too long, And I've been hating, Myself for too long.