Amy LaVere - Pointless Drinking lyrics

Pointless drinking Where does it end where to begin Who are you friends, who are you foes You'll never know as long as you go Pointless drinking Till it seems like they're all speaking poorly in Spanish Who do you wish would totally vanish And all you can do I'm not an actor but I act like I am I really am awful but I act like I'm not Pretending my days hold the value of gold But they only hold one thing and it's all that I've got Pointless drinking Keeping my healthy dose of resentment Keeping me waking with an empty repentance Keeping me broke, broke as a joke Pointless drinking Took all the days that I should have felt young Took all the joy from the songs I have sung Took me awhile, took me awhile Well I'm not a hater, I love you all so But I look at myself and I don't really know Can I dig myself out of the wreck of my past Will I ever unharden and stop showing my a** Will those eternal bartenders ever stop filling this half-empty gla** Pointless drinking Hate the effect, even more hate the cause Hate to admit that I'm tragically flawed I would keep going but let's pause for the cause Pointless drinking Why do you do it, you always go through it You drink to forget all the times you blew it Think everyone knows, think everyone cares Pointless drinking Keeping you drunk on your dreams of great heights From the bottom to the top back down overnight You know it's not right, you know it's not right Pointless drinking It's just the one thing you're overachieving Feels like you never will stop believing That you'll never win, you'll never win