We were sitting in the kitchen
When you stopped talking and leaned in to kiss me
Someone somewhere once had said
There are living people who feel dead figuratively
Your heart was beating
And you were breathing
But there's much more more to living than that
I had such a frightening thought
That I almost needed you
Thanks for reminding me why I need to stop giving myself
To these people who tell me their problems
And kiss me and look in my eyes like I can solve them
You told me you were lonely
And you told me you were nervous
And you said that you felt anxious
Then why'd you kiss me?
You tell me
As you listed off insecurities
I realized what you never meant to me
We were never something special
We were only superficial