When I woke up today
All the fear rushed in
All my thoughts of the day
Have left me wallowing in dismay
Once again
It's always the same thing
I'll say what I want
Don't care what you do
Cause only I should care what I do
It's my choice, my life
And I know I'll change eventually
Just not right now
Even writing these words
All these ideas, they clutter my mind
My thoughts always get the best of me
Everything in my head is out to get me
And it puts that blame on everyone around me
Life is too mundane
Pester me more and I'll snap
These tears hold more than sorrow
Dig deep into them and find the rage