If I can at least say aloud
The feelings you gave me that moment
And you spit in my face
You never give back the love
Something has got to give
How could someone like me be loved?
I don't know what it is
But something in me pushes them away
Every single relationship, I've lost
And why?
They always tell me that there is one for me
But is that true?
Or is what you say just to blind me from the truth
That I will never be loved
The thought of me having a partner in romance
Is as unbelievable as mythology
Why can't someone love me for who I want to be?
So if you don't like me, tell me why
And if you don't understand me, stay away from me
Must I say it so many times?
How many times must I write this thought?
Like anyone would understand
None can, none can understand
Cause I am the only one on the planet
Who will never be loved
Romance is lost with me
It was taken from me at birth, like a curse
This loneliness is a curse