[Verse 1]
I've got these feelings trapped deep inside
I'm tryin' to make it work, it hurts, but i'm fine
I'm looking for the white lights I couldn't describe
And I'm looking to me left and hoping you're by my side
Always have watery eyes and this feeling of redemption
Over thinking the past and changing all our connections
Searchin' for other girls and holding back my confessions
Saying I'm over you, I'm needing an intervention
Trying to speak my mind but never getting attention
Wanting to know the truth but terrified of rejection
Tryin' to break me down? I'm ready for resurrection
I'm trying to get the past back on to another section
And yeah, I'm never gonna find "The One"
I'm trying to hold your arm and find why we're done
I move on and hoping that we could just become
The right match and wanting to just express my love and...
Sometimes I say this sh**
Sometimes I lie to you, Sometimes I lie to me
I'm trying to figure out what I really want us to be
Honestly it's a difference, a difficult choice
Trying to look back at our times of rejoice
Seems like our problems are fixed by a joint
I just don't understand, I'm just proving a point
I just forget what it's like to be happy and a live a good life
Stress building up and it never gets right
And I want it to end, at least just for a night
Just for a night...
Is that really to much to ask?
I'm looking for you and I wanna go back
I wanna be full but your my other half and
[Chorus]
Today
We stood on the wall
We laughed at the sun
We laughed at it all
Today
They told us to go
We paid them no mind
But little did we know
[Verse 2]
I'm trying to change the past to make it the present
I had thoughts in mind but can't finish my sentence
I'm looking for you but would never let us
It's hard being one when you're so independent
If only you knew, how much you meant
What did i do to turn this to sh**?
I'm up in my room crying over this
Solving problems with words while others taking hits
Find myself knowing that loves over lust
I just want you back, I miss you so much
I'm missing your voice, I'm missing your touch
Are you missing me too? 'Cause I'm missing your trust
And I know that you really don't want this to end
How else are we gonna manage to begin?
I can't believe your thoughts, words or your context
I'm trying to be the bigger man with a concept
And this conflict and your logic
I treat you right, while others treated like objects
I'm spilling hope for you and I'm honest
You lost your last chance that I'd ever process
And I've progressed to march on
You locked me in a cell, my heart is withdrawn
And if you try to k** me now, I'll respawn
Hopefully with knowledge and finally move on
[Chorus]
Today
We stood on the wall
We laughed at the sun
We laughed at it all
Today
They told us to go
We paid them no mind
But little did we know