[Verse 1]
Looking back on my past
Seems like a haze when I finally take off the mask
I'm at the peak
Of the mountain of excellence
Looking back at it all, how much I achieved for being 15?
Got the world in my palm
My fist is the bomb
Explosion of the mind like napalm
Time to get up and grow up kid
But I'm still stuck in the dirt
Feel the hurt tangled in the roots
Of the inner conscious of the mind
Tree of life, will or might
The only destiny I can see is scribbled in black and white
The melancholy is only the bi-product of the fruit
Pick or choose, it's only gain or loose
When the gain is so distorted that it leaves your ear ringing
Nothing left to do but change your view
[Verse 2]
Time to put on the face again
Staring in the mirror the scars that still remain and
Why do I feel sad?
Should be glad
Because things never really got that bad
Where were you when it went downhill
Where were you when I lost the will
To make things right in my life
Instead of being there, made me feel like a dull knife
Useless
Clueless to what I really feel
sh**, I'm being real
I'll never amount to nothing? ok
Heard that one a lot
Now I just bite back like a rot
Bullsh** that those times weren't hidden like
A valley of a king
Well I'm here to claim my throne, I already got my ring
I can never get those moments back
It's like they disappeared in the smoke of a magicians hat