When i reminisce, and think about the departed
I close my eyes and i bow my head
I whisper their name to see their face
Images come to my mind clear as day
I miss all yall thats long gone away
Its a shame for most life was too short
Taken so young tell me why lord
But of course no answer, not even a sign
Its got me looking at my f**ed up life
Wondering why im still alive
When good men have died
Sure some were strong, some survived
But then theres me still questioning why
Is there really a purpose
Did those who have died always really deserve it
And who is worthy enough to determine
All these senseless acts of violence
Whats the reason
Your only response is "it's all in gods plan"
But if thats the case its all by gods hand
So you gotta excuse me if im not a big fan
Then you judge me
Because i question if its true
But its facts i can see
While faith blinds you
You hide behind belief and hope for fantasy
But d**h is the only thing ever guaranteed
I ain't no theorist not thinking conspiracy
Im thinking you're gullible betrayed by greed
And the best example is society
So i dont hang my head and pray
I dont ask for my soul to be saved
If its all gods plan
d**h becomes of me either way
He wrote my path
Im simply following direction
Every choice i make was made from heaven
Correct me if im wrong
But thats what i was taught
Only difference between us
Is with me, their lies were caught
...