Your Boy for Life
"Before You Do"
[Verse 1]
I woke up from a nightmare, like every time it's quite clear
Most of the time I'm out my mind but it's fine cause you're right there
Ponder and spending countless hours of the night
I'm thinking of the afterlife and thinking when disaster strike, I'll be alright
Now I disclose, never wanna see you go I propose
Never wanna see you die, I oppose, I go, you don't, that's the way it goes
Not afraid to go, just afraid to lose
Everybody that I love and if I had to choose
Then I wanna die before you do, sorry that I gotta lay down my views
Every second I'm alive it's because of you
You're the reason I survive and I wanna do
Everything for you, yeah everything for you
Did everything for me now anything I do is everything for you
Wanna do better, gotta think clever
Gotta make more cheddar
Gotta work hard, move out the apartment
Buy you a big house with a big garden
Wish I could take away the pain you feel
Absorb it myself, so I could deal
Hurt myself just to make you better
Devoting my health, so you could heal
Time will pa**, love will last forever, as it goes
Just to keep you here, I'll do whatever, I suppose
[Pre-Hook]
The long drives, the ones where I can barely keep my eyelids open
I've been drinking the entire night
It's 3 A.M. I'm drownin' in my sorrow
Like always you call to check on me but I'll see you tomorrow, love
[Hook]
I wanna die before you do, I wanna die before you do
I could not imagine what I what do if you were to go before I do (x2)
[Verse 2]
Times changing, times changing
We're aging, I'm breaking
Down to the ground and I ain't about the waiting
You created, I every second appreciate it
I'm deflated and aching but you alleviate it
Back to the real time, knowing me I'll regret
Every bad thing that I said, but I never really meant
So branded in my head, so I never ever forget, it's driving me cray
You look back and say it's okay, I sit back and think no way
Would I ever wanna live without ya, knowing that I never ever doubt ya
Turn the hand back of time, I would never wanna do that
I appreciate where I'm at, I would never wanna take it back
Why would I wanna do that? In fact, if I can go back
Then I would go back to the time where all of the bad
Infiltrated the physical part of you and hurt you, gonna k** it, and
If you in pain, I must refrain from life itself, I must regain
The will to live, I'd k** to give life one more time so you remain
Time will pa**, love will last forever, as it goes
Just to keep you here, I'll do whatever, I suppose
[Pre-Hook]
The long drives, the ones where I can barely keep my eyelids open
I've been drinking the entire night
It's 3 A.M. I'm drownin' in my sorrow
Like always you call to check on me but I'll see you tomorrow, love
[Hook]
I wanna die before you do, I wanna die before you do
I could not imagine what I what do if you were to go before I do (x2)