[Intro]
Playboy on this b**h but he ain't playin' tho
Go, now I can't be sad
No matter what I do they say that I'm wrong
Everybody postin' sh** that could put me in a cage
That sh** so hurtful they gon' drag me 'til they see me go
[Verse 1]
When they bring up my name they gon' speak on the problems
How the f**k I'm gon' know that she lovin' somebody?
How the f**k you gon' say I'm beatin' on somebody?
'Fore I turned to that sh** I'd step on somebody
I got money to make, I just gotta deposit
I'mma hop on a beat like a vet, I'ma ride
Everything that you saying you know that I copy
I come from the streets, I'm not worried 'bout nobody
It's enough that I'm here by myself and you know how to touch me
Trust gon', thought you loved me
You postin' that sh** so you really sayin' f**k me
Keep tellin' me sh** like they tryna corrupt me
I ain't do not a thing, that's a regular problem
Everyday gettin' cussed out by my mama
Herpies in my blood and that sh** got me cryin'
I really got feelings, you see without science
Somebody ain't real, I'ma cut my alliance
I been through this sh** now they tryna rewind it
I bury my dirt now they tryna go find it
Confirm everything, they'll never confide it
While they focus on this intrusion [?]
But they say I promote it, they say I slang iron
They done said petty sh**, that was time after time
But I know what I know, motherf**k all the lies
[Bridge]
I see I cannot change my time, what's left?
And I know they do not care, they gon' ride the wave(oh yeah)
And you see I do not care, gave her everything
[Verse 2]
F**k everybody changed and f**k all these n***as ain't true to the game
Mutharf**k what they on, shoot 'em all in their bodies
I'm only 18 and they talk like I'm 8
Never knew it'd be this, startin' to hate that I made
I don't f**k with that ho, I don't care 'bout that baby
If you cheated you cheated, go f**k him again
On my soul if I could I'd k** him again
n***a do what you want 'cause you never gon' win
All this money in my arm and I focused on friends
And they not a friend if they let you do that embarra** yourself
I won't say that it and perish myself
If I go back to jail that's 10 on my belt
You can't say that i don't 'cause you how that I felt
Whe it come down to you I don't care 'bout myself
When you given attention, you're k**in' yourself
Stop respondin', play the hand that you're dealt
[Bridge]
'Cause you know I feel like f**k 'em and I'm thuggin' for real
'Cause I know that if I f**k up my judge gon' touch me for real
[Verse 3]
So after that night I ain't postin' her notes
Trash my life with a pack on the shelf
The love that I got, I'mma wait 'til it melt
Rather knock someone down before they'd help b**h
Man f**k the media, how the f**k y'all keep slanderin' my name, I'm 18
b**h I don't think I did nothin' that wrong
And [?] if I did whoever ain't feelin' this sh**, what it is n***a, what you want?
b**h you know what I'm on n***a, p**y a** boy
b**h you better go get some money ya heard me?
'Cause aye, the day sh** something ever do happen to me I know what the f**k I did
I don't owe nobody sh**, ya hear me?
But I don't understand how y'all could just steady when your [?] by one person
No matter how bad I try to do right they gon' blame me anyway
b**h y'all can't play me how y'all played him, 'cause guess what?
For one you ain't gon' make me stress, for one b**h I'mma forever get sh** off my chest
I ain't worried but nothin', that sh** don't hurt me, ya heard me?
b**h I got my own problems and I'm happy with who I am
I wouldn't have said what I said if I ain't happy with who I am
Ya heard me? I accept myself before anybody do
n***a f**k you, I don't know you anyway, you ain't grow up with me b**h
I ain't perfect, you ain't perfect
b**h I'm acceptable to myself tho'
Ya hear me? and I know somebody'll love me before your dawg a** do, yeah
F**k the media and f**k the shaderoom too, b**h, broke a** muthaf**ka, ho