[Hook: Chandler Sanchez]
I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again
And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again
[Verse 1:]
Never change again, bitter sweet love affair
Looking at my heart and I'm askin' why I have to suffer their
The hate that's inside me gotta get it chisel
I don't wanna feel the pain that came from the pistol
When shots get fired then em' bodies get laid out
Momma's always asking why he couldn't take the safe route
No police no snitching that's street code
Cause every juvenile is trying to live out tha g-code
Wonder why my heart is dark and mind crazy
I'm a man that's boy cause I wonder what pop's made me
Living in this world with no breathe
Future being throughout cause it had no depth
No road to follow when I'm following your steps
No love to have when I'm living your mess
Stress from the time I was born with no vest
Cause em' shots fired and it's aimed for my chest
[Hook: Chandler Sanchez]
I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again
And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again
[Verse 2:]
They said life is a dream so I became dreamer
Into em' nightmares because my own Katrina
Now living like a refugee in my mind
I know where to go but it is hard find
The boarders of enemies hinder me
Centuries of centipedes got you under false siliaque
Will it be the love from your heart?
That will make a man want to stand when it's hard (I don't know)
But what I know I share others
Love and life that's what we have mothers
Ask around you'll see that the sun goes down
In the quickness life becomes merry-go-round
I know you were taught we stand and fight
I know you were taught we had to plan our life
I know you were taught how to handle to strife
And through all you were taught we had to stand in light
[Hook: Chandler Sanchez]
I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again
And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again
[Verse 3:]
At home with my best friend we chop it up every night
We the talk about our pain and we share what's in our life
Lookin' for the wrong in the song that we sing
Cause nightmares live in the thoughts that we dream
We askin' for the true but we living in your lie
And we dead to the world but you swear we so fly
Oh I gotta agenda lend me your pen
Write love on the hearts of the secrets of men
You find out what a man might do
When his girl text another guy saying baby I love you
You know the pain from betrayal, your hearts in the mail
Compa**ion all gone and your love is up for sale
You're stuck in a jail, better yet hell
I know about the pain cause I carry the smell
But I'm learning how to stand and walk right through the door
Cause love is judge and she's keepin' the score
[Hook: Chandler Sanchez]
I had it all, but then I look in your eyes and I watch is all crash over again
And oh, take a look at the tears I've shed and now I know, I'll never change again