[Part 1: Around Me]
[Hook]
Christ rules everything around me
Christ rules everything around me
[Verse 1]
Why does everyone around me say they got me?
They just say they know what I've been through yeah but they not me
They just claim they know what I've been through
Yeah I know God won't bring me to what He won't ever bring me through but see I got me
Cause they ain't got me nobody got me like me and God
When I'm rough and I'm tough and hard they don't want me
I'm not coming off acting hard I'm just speaking my mind and heart
Lately this been my mind at heart I don't want me
Memories and some broken hearts 'member these these are battle scars
Told me fight when the battles yours when's the battle ours?
Truth is think about you more than I did before
You'd call you're calling me your callings me why'd I reject the call?
I'm perfect from the past tense maybe I'm past the flaws
I know right from wrong but when I'm left alone that's false
'Cause every time a backside begin to pa** by
I begin to backslide but I swear I pa**ed them all
I'm pa**ing here I'm pa**ing through in the hall
I'm running I stumbled tripped I was trying hard not fall
I loss I'm lost lost alone and I'm cold
I'm here and I'm left alone far from being at home but
[Hook]
Christ rules everything around me
Christ rules everything around me
[Verse 2]
Why is everyone around me...aw forget it man I'm quitting
I'm too worried 'bout them worrying 'bout how I'm living
I'm too worried 'bout them they asking 'bout where I been and
They asking 'bout how I been and they acting like they ain't sinning
I'm asked about you then I'm cut off 'fore I begin
I heard that y'all two are finished it really don't make no difference!
I pray that we can be friends I promise you then it's different (promise it'll be different)
I miss the way we held hands and lately I've been so distant cause I miss it
My Misses lately I've been aggressive
So careless 'bout my decisions ain't worried 'bout my own image
Imagine if all the digits in my phone then got deleted
Who then will I call when I'm feeling lost or going missing?
I guess they'll call me I missed it oh they in need of something
They only call me when they needing something
When they got it all and they in need of nothing
They forget how to talk they lost they tongues and the kitty's running
It's funny they say that they love me but they really don't
That hope is what causes pain I'm hanging from the rope
I won't won't be controlled by opinions of definitions that don't
Don't really matter what matters is that I'm climbing that rope cause
[Hook]
Christ rules everything around me
[Part 2: True Lie]
[Verse 1]
Maybe I should write something fake like these dude's lives
They living proof they living true lies
If truth lies then why are you guys so blind
The difference between two guys and true pride is the size
How you gon' go try to tell my dude to choose sides?
It's like telling a widowed wife who lost her guy to choose life's
Why try man I've already tried
Shot's are better at staying alive in my city in the night that's life huh
Why so surprised? It's lyrical suicide
I don't mind the truth's alive while all them other lies died
I've realized you can't look me dead in the eye
And say I have not tried to put the past to my side
Besides the way that they all expect respect
But they can't expect respect when they giving a bowl of mess
And yes yes yes I've been given a cold reject
But you can't expect respect when you can't respect the quest
Unless less you are far from being upset
But I highly can doubt that since all I see is your back
In fact it's fact all I've seen is your back
But it's cool cause you're playing dad my bad man I'm sorry Past-or
[Outro]
With all do respect I'm past words I'm past hurt I'm getting older now learning how to move on from things that help me hostage I swear I lost it it held me bound but I wasn't bound to man or anyone around me but bound to me, bound to my own guilt my own self with all do respect this is for my peace it's not about you it's about me my life my soul my happiness for me my future...
I swear the second comings near it's pretty clear now yes we've all made mistakes but hey no breaks we learn from them then take the test the second time around and pa** it
I pray for your happiness and your peace cause that's all we have I couldn't go into twenty k fifteen holding on to this had to dismiss
The second coming is coming...the difference this time is it's different this time
Peace and love Young Wisdom