[Verse 1: Pro]
Maybe aliens exist
Maybe I was never human
Maybe that's reason I was never fitting in the school
Maybe that's the reason my parents never thought I was suffering
They thought I loved life but I just had enough of it
I took that box cutter and I f**ing start cutting it
Never vertical though I never had the guts for it
The funny thing is never thought I was a troubled kid
But if I wasn't good sh** I was on that other sh**
Other sh**, other sh** I was on that other sh**
I was f**ing ratchet b**hes
Man I was loving it
Cause b**hes at my high school never payed me attention
But I was f**ing women
I was f**ing women
She was twenty-seven I was sixteen
I was looking for love in that p**y but wasn't nothing in that p**y
Tryna fill that black hole with these black hoes
Parents coming through the front I was out the back door
What you got hoe?!
I hope it's no disease
Cause I was just a youngin and I wasn't using condoms
And the fact that I ain't got no kids is honestly astonishing
Ironically the son of the pastor would be the problem kid
[Verse 2: Ayu]
Fly in swoop back
Chill a** cool cat
Everybody knows me nobody knows me
I sit back in all black while it engulfs me
I was so depressed that my heart left
Nothing in my head but an early d**h
And I know it's stupid but that's how I felt
Vexed the perfectionists ain't love himself
A hunnid devils running through my city
Grey clouds in the sky got me feeling sh**ty
Now I'm hoping and praying to my God but he don't hear me
Or I don't hear him
So now I'm looking at this mirror thinking should I end it all?
Or should I give another call to the lord will he fix it all?
Will he solve all my problems and dilemmas?
Make it sugar sweet like Splenda?
Promise it'll be better my n***as (x2)
n***as it's a hard knock life word to Jigga (x2)