[Hook : A-Wax]
Everyone around me still strugglin
How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin'
When my partner got k**ed by my other one
Who just walks around town like it wasn't him
Rap music selling dope still jugglin'
Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men
Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around
Only to have police plant d** on him
Such a cold world
[Verse 1: A-Wax]
If rappin' was more packin
I can finally quit trappin'
But it isn't so I can't
Wishing for another dance
Putting off college to be pushing narcotics
Like it's really my job
Need to really find God
But I don't know his address
Put it in a mapquest
Nothing popped up
Maybe hell is locked up
And heaven is freedom
So you bet I'ma beat 'em
Touch my fam in the morning and you'll be dead by this evening
I'm overworked, trying to pay
One foot on earth, one in the grave
(?) stomach in pain from hunger pains
Gotta go get it so underprivileged
Growing up with bad intentions
It's no wonder I was sentenced
To the can
Came out with a chip on my shoulder
She was trying to fall in love
Told that b**h I'm a soldier
I don't know what we gone do if this sh** gets any colder
California probably should've been split like a cobra
[Hook : A-Wax]
Everyone around me still strugglin
How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin'
When my partner got k**ed by my other one
Who just walks around town like it wasn't him
Rap music selling dope still jugglin'
Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men
Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around
Only to have police plant d** on him
Such a cold world
[Verse 2: Young Gully]
I won't lose
I won't cry tears
Devil all in my ideas
Open up your eyelids
Emotions she just can't hide his
Maybe I should die today
Suicide should find a way
To take me out the atmosphere
To d**h I will not shy away
Maybe I sh** quit the rap
Go get this strap
Go flip a pack
They told me since I took a fall
I can't get my position back
Want to live in opulence
Can't breathe in any oxygen
I'm just another occupant
(?) should I repent
Inhaling smoke to keep me calm
Knowing I might just self-destruct
God was nowhere in sight
My lifestyle wasn't helping much
Snakes under my lawn
I only got myself to trust
Lost it in these cold streets
The hustle I felt the rush
Spent it all I coulda saved
Wildin' know I should behave
Cops cuffin' n***as wrists
Got my entire hood enslaved
Staring down this highway
Seeing all the roads I couldn't pave
Get your heart Gully
Get your heart cause you don't look as brave
Dog I think you getting soft
People think you living lost
I'm just trying to find a bridge
Hopefully I get across
Thoughts been all over the place
I should have left them in the vault
Obstacles (?)
[Hook : A-Wax]
Everyone around me still strugglin
How am I supposed to ever stop hustlin'
When my partner got k**ed by my other one
Who just walks around town like it wasn't him
Rap music selling dope still jugglin'
Last time the feds hit lost a dozen men
Saw my partner try hard to turn his life around
Only to have police plant d** on him
Such a cold world