[Verse]
How many of us really got real friends
The ones who finna be there until the end
The one who helps you out with your every need
The one who pays you back and you ain't even charge a fee
A lotta people did me dirty 'cuz how i let 'em do me
They always had me thinking, man what the hell I'm doing
I cut some people off who I felt was closest to me
Some people I should've left at hey, what's up, and kept it moving
Ain't it weird how your parents know your fake friends
Before you, Before your crew
They know what's gonna happen before you even do
They know the thing that's finna be in style before it's even new
Man real friends, what's a real friend?
That's a answer needed and I'm really pleading
Picking wrong people that's a problem I keep repeating
But who's real and who's fake man I can never see it?
'Cuz the person that I am I'm too nice to people
'Cuz I don't want to be a person that be acting evil
Or be alone and have people say I never seen you
And Lord I'm trying to be God like and I hope I please you
'Cuz the Commandment says love your enemies
And keep them closer then my friends standing next me
I try to put myself around good energy
But that's impossible when people never let you be
Tell me, who the hell is trustworthy?
Who's really trying to bring up and not trying to hurt me?
How many really like me, how many of y'all lurking?
Who's hurting me on accident, who's hurting me on purpose?
I'm in a battle and I need the back-up from my crew
You say you know I'll win but then hope I later lose
I drop a song, and that n***a dropping 2
And then you get on my enemies side man that's a traitor move
But it's all cool I guess I'll move alone
T.S.E. man the sh** is gone
I'm working on my music all night long
They hating my decision but I ain't wrong
And man we all grown, no sugar coating
I'm working on my music, i'm trying to keep it going
You may know about me, but you don't really know me
And mind your own business and stop being nosey
I know so many things about so many people
And they know some things about me too so I guess it's equal
The information I could give could be so effing lethal
But I don't want to be a villain I'd rather be a hero
You ever had friends that didn't like each other
And put them in the same room across from one another
Ever had friends who was sneaking round with one another
Having s** with the ex who dated who you call your brother
Man that's messed up ain't it yea I know it is
We always want respect but yet we act like kids
And as a friend you let your boy do the things he did
Like make a girl second guess if she should even live
You saw the problems that happen but let 'em keep growing
Tried to ignore the issue, when everyone was knowing
You thought that it was like a ocean and just kept it flowing
But eventually they drowned and now your friends are hurting
Man what the hell was going on did you let fear control you?
You letting people talk about you who don't even know you
And you believe in what they say but they don't even show you
Man who's this person even talking I don't even know you?!
You letting people think they good but they can't even have it
You let your friends fall lower then n***as pants sagging
You could've stopped so many problems but you kept pa**ing
And in 4 short years you let this all happened
Are you a real friend?
Am I a real friend?!
I guess I get what I deserve on 'em
Word on the street they never heard from 'em
I guess I get what I deserve on 'em
Talk down on my name throw dirt on 'em