Got f**ed up; Got involved with them d**.
My momma talking sh**, but she knows she raised a thug.
I’m trying to do right, but I keep doing wrong.
I’m feeling like trash so I wrote a f**ing song.
But Imma gonna be straight.
Imma keep moving on.
There’s scar tissue and its all down my arm.
I’m looking for the Lord but all I see is the Devil.
He’s keeping me blind; sending me down the wrong direction.
So come and find me please, I’m asking for your help.
Rather be in your hands than back up in that jail.
Imma be straight.
Imma keep moving on.
Imma be straight.
Imma keep moving on.
I’m looking for the Lord but all I see is the Devil.
So come and find me please, I’m asking for your help.
I’m looking to the sky watching all these birds glide.
I’m locked in these chains all I wanna do is fly.
It’s gonna be a whole minute before I get right.
I’m praying every night for God to keep me in his sight.
I know I did Him dirty; didn’t believe in Him at first.
But I’ve opened up my doors and now I feel the thirst.
Ever since a youngin’ I’ve been putting’ in work
I keep on doing the sh** I’m doing Imma end up in the earth.
Keep on doing the sh** I’m doing Imma end up in the earth.
I’m trapped in the struggle. This is all I f**ing know.
I’ve been with the wrong people since the get-go.
Got a couple of good friends that I call my homies.
The rest of you snake b**hes can stay f**ing lonely.
I ain’t trying to link up with my old f**ing ways.
I’m trying to look forward. Looking for them better days.
I’m looking to the sky watching all these birds glide.
Pray every night for God to keep me in his sight.
I’m looking for the Lord, but all I see is the Devil.
So come and find me please, I’m asking for your help.
I’m looking to the sky watching all these birds glide.
Pray every night for God to keep me in his sight.
I’m looking for the Lord, but all I see is the Devil.
So come and find me please, I’m asking for your help.
Keep ya head up. There will always be a way.
Ya family has your back up until the last day.
Got a few brothers that I know is down to ride.
Got my loving parents and I know they by my side.
So Imma stand tall.
Imma do my f**ing thing.
Imma shout my name till that b**h f**ing rang.
Doing real good and I hope to stay that way,
but come and test me. I’m still real by the way.
By the way things going, I ain’t ever gonna change.
There’s love in my heart, ain’t no need to be afraid.
*** Thanks Matt for this lyrics