[Verse 1]
When its time to let go thats when i hold onto the most
But i always end up giving myself false hopes
Look.. i ain't tryna say that she's my life partner
But it make me want to try harder from when we first started
I had rushed it then i crushed, i was going all in
We was happy and excited it was the moment we were caught in
That's the reason why, all i want is a second chance
Cause i feel things could go better if they don't go as planned
Everyday i think about her, always talk about her
And i hate doing these things when I'm doing them without her
Although i feel like a coward getting back she won't allow it
She's still busy chasing that first one she went out with
[Chorus x3]
I'm addicted to her, I'm addicted to the pain
I'm addicted to love sometimes i think they're the same
In a cold cruel world, know they get in my brain
I swear they going hard I'm not loving it mayne
[Verse 2]
It took her 6 months to get back to my life
And when she did i thought thats when the stars had aligned
But the stars never moved they were sitting just fine
Gotta thank the cartomancy not the eyes in sky
If its not meant to be then I'm meant to be warned
If loving you once didn't work then i shouldn't anymore
But ill go against odds and with god i'd go to war
And if i were to lose atleast she know what it was for
But is someone like her worth it does someone like me deserve this
I know i ain't suppose to but i do it all on purpose
How am i hanging on to someone who ain't putting the same work in
I'm addicted to her i gotta quit cold turkey
[Chorus x3]