Intro: You know what, I'm done with this. I can't do it anymore ... but you save me
Intro & Hook(Joey Claris):
So many times I wish I could just k** myself
So many times I wish I didn't beg for help
So many times I wish I could just die (Repeat 1x)
And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go"
You said "No No" you said "Go, live life"
Live life (Repeat 5x)
Verse 1 (Xtremity):
Looking back through the rear-view
Catching tears on my lap
Some have pa**ed through cracked mirror I peered through
Hold up a lighter to god, No fears and here's to
Seventeen years of nightmares and fears that I can't noose
I tried to hide it but its clear that my peers knew
Eyes swollen from crying, but smiling
I'm a weird dude
Depression to by surprise
As a man who tries biting his lips with the sheer truth as I fear losing
That's why sometimes I can't control myself
I'm thankful for my meltdowns, Sometimes they help
I hold my, head up, and get up, and I feign I'm well
Life's a struggle, and I know I've failed
That's shy I ask to be, taken away
My mind is in another place, with a frame that would scare my demons away
But as I lay awake, I think of all the songs that I've played
And play another , Close my Eyes and drift to my grave
And you say ...
Hook(Joey Claris):
And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go"
You said "No No" you said "Go, live life"
Live life (Repeat 5x)
Verse 2 (Xtremity):
See I try not to cave in
I'm really not worth the dirt they'll end up putting my grave in
I drown and I can't swim, I'm down and I can't win
I frown and I can't grin
But luckily I found an angel like a saint-give
Cause I was suicidal
Flipping through the bible as the pressure came in waves
Then it through me a tidal
The tribulations and trials
Stipulation like "Ant just slip a blade in a vital, C'mon lets make this final"
But what about my family?
I know it'd drive 'em crazy
I know my prides too much , and I know sometimes I maybe try them
Out of line, Maybe find the sky is hazy
I struggle daily
Only thing I know for sure is this is no Brady bunch
So what exactly does that make me?
An inconsiderate prick who tries to find he's failing?
All I can do is rap and try to be real
Because this is the only I know how'ta 'scribe what I feel
And you say... Live life
Outro & Hook(Joey Claris):
So many times I wish I could just k** myself
So many times I wish I didn't beg for help
So many times I wish I could just die (Repeat 1x)
And then you say " No No" you say "Go Go"
You said "No No" you said "Go, live life"
Live life (Repeat 5x)