[Verse 1: Xavier]
And in case you ain't know I'm the one
Tryna aim for the top with my gun
Now watch my gun as I PLOW!
These n***as ducking like birds I fly like and I might
Throw shade like a limelight
n***a, I rhyme tight
n***a, I'm too cold for this weather
I'm gonna keep getting better and better it's never ending
Prologue was supposed to be the intro for the kid
Yet, I know a lot of y'all didn't know it exists
I took a short break then told y'all all I need
Then spent about 4 months tryna figure out the real me
Well you see
Here I am
You couldn't be more closer like that Goapele track
I've been going through some motions
[Hook: Xavier]
I've been battling myself
Xavier thinks of quitting yet Xavier wants some help
He wants to be the best but his best is not enough
He's got doubt in His heart and conflict in his blood
[Verse 2: Xavier]
And my girl might be the one that keeps me going
I'm that flower in cement that keeps on growing
I realize that I don't ever wish for the time back
Except for when I'm partying and the dream don't reach the climax
I've been having talks with the devil in the mirror
The path that I've been taking is something I'm scared of
With all the parties and the drinking smoke a little bit of weed
X never thought that X would be the one planting this seed
Far detached from my roots but I'm tryna grow green
And I've seen too many n***as like me k** their dreams
I know I could be my biggest Enemy Number 1
The thoughts in my head saying I can't be like the sun
But like the wind blowing all my seeds out the dust
I often wonder if I'm losing God's trust
He's giving me His best when my best not enough
No more verses man
Y'all gonna openly hear me pray
For real
[Prayer Outro: Xavier]