Thirty years of demons torturing my head
Thirty times I said I was not on the act
d**h, solution, consumption, I wish to die
Thirty years destroyed of life denied
No one can be reborn
From the dark into morn
For the crime that can't see
Oh, lapses of sin
Thirty years the time that never got back
Thirty times I begged, hang my neck
Life, illusion, conclusion, I wish to die
Thirty years or more I want to bide
No one can be reborn
From the dark into morn
For the crime that can't see
Oh, lapses of sin
This war inside my head confused all my thoughts
How many times, endless nights
For all this time behind these bars asking me why
My sense is gone