These aren’t the good moments, when the life is on my back again
So much hatred dwells within us all
I won’t let you – crush, remodel, k**, you mean nothing – don’t deceive yourself!
Go away! - I can't stand your verbal torments, let it go, don't hurt me more
Before you will do something stupid think of how you’re hurting me
When you stab your knife into my heart
The hatred – your words are entwining my mind, catching in a spider’s web
Happy now? Today for me you mean nothing, I could k** you, are you scared?
So much hatred in my heart, the venom's spilling now
Pain's devouring blinded senses, ough!
How much trouble one can handle I am learning now
vanishing behind the veil of pain
It’s long since I have stopped to listen to the demons in my head
What to do, what to say, how to live
I won’t let you – crush, destroy, rape, remodel, k**, deceive, I know I won’t
Every word – 's k**ing me, and pain is festering my heart, I won't give up!
I was supposed to leave you but you’ve caught me in your web again
The psycho war is rolling on
Stop vexing me – you are pouring venom in my sick ears just to badger me
Hell with you – I am leaving, won’t come back, I’d rather die, delusions stop!!
So much hatred in my heart, the venom spilling now
Pain devouring blinded senses, ough!
How much trouble one can handle I am learning now
vanishing behind the veil of pain
Enough, enough, eeee-nough!