Overdosed on optimism
Rock bottom reality syndrome
Self-diagnosed depression
Can't separate life from delusion
Losing touch with everything I ever was
Some for the better and some for worse
Who knew that how I dealt with the world
Would leave me feeling this cold
There's nothing wrong with saying
Real life can be depressing
I'm all about accepting the things I can't control
Got a list of all the things I hate about the world
Keeps getting longer every year
Who knew that how I dealt with the world
Would leave me feeling this cold
I took some time
To realize the way I've been
Holding back for the sake of nothing
If happiness is a moving target
My steady aim will be my honesty
I've drawn a line
I've compromised
No one to blame
Just a fear of dealing with myself
Who knew that how I dealt with the world
Would leave me feeling this cold
I took some time
To realize the way I've been
Holding back for the sake of nothing
If happiness is a moving target
My steady aim will be my honesty
No I won't lie
About just how far I've been down
When you reach this point
There's no return, you have to decide
I took some time
To realize the way I've been
Holding back for the sake of nothing
If happiness is a moving target
My steady aim will be my honesty