I lay awake with my thoughts they are haunted
A place that I have dwelled but have never departed
I see a new sun but is it a new day?
Wrecked and wrestles collapsed and in decay
I can't escape from the falling of silence
Take another breathe of my mere existence
The same thing that keeps me awake and feel alive
Is the same thing that makes me wanna die
I'm a slave, I'm alone, losing my sanity
Chasing time, spiraling down, trapped in this reality
Have a spent my whole life waiting?
Every piece of me is falling apart
I'm like a sh** without an ocean
I can't set sail till theirs light in a sea of dark
Endless nights I am running in circles
Taking all things negative I keep them inside
This place has never felt like home
I'm a waist, unrested and there's no place to hide
Can't you see from my bloodshot eyes
My will for life has weakened and it's hard to revive
Is my sun setting, has it rising above me?
Hoping that there's more out there than this
I can't remain
In this f**ing hole
Locked in my mind
I'm a fortress
There's no way out from here