Verse 1:
I was walking the down the corridors
Saw blood dripped on the floors
Henry cotton in the cells
Down at bottom of solitary confinement a lone man yells im frightened
From the bottom of a well
Saw my mother and realized this was just a dream could be a mastered illusion to rakim
Really could not be thinking of this when
My mom is maniac depressive
Guess it makes sense make this sh** expressive
But all i can express is violence im boxed in a padded room,really wanna leave to become a violator did i forget to mention shes also bi polar?
Hook:
How can you tell me im insane
(When we no longer live in the 19th century. X 2)
Verse 2:
Got anxiety and ocd
Locked in my cell for years k**ed a guard dead or two
Never really saw any of you freaks as a threat.(screaming man)
Only saw myself (one)
Get that from my father he's selfish(two)
Fathers a musician and a scizophrenic
Tells me the issues with society
What is his priority?
Tells me he is being followed
Left alone in my mind to wallow
Believed him when was 10
Can't believe fell for it back then
Grabbed a bat wanted the monsters
Outside my room door dead couldn't find
The right headspace, left the place as a different personality my coping mechanism destroyed left with nothing
But a void annoyed i deploy a mr who?
Scythe is his name might sound lame he's my release full of anger likes the idea of k**ing strangers
Hook:
How can you tell me im insane
(When we no longer live in the 19th century. X 2)
Verse 3:
Second to come is the one and only dr. Vilson he thinks hes the smartest scientist in the world loves the idea of k**ing girls while f**ing them
Naw but i dont follow these thoughts
I dont represent the pa**ion like an emblem
All these years i have fought
My own mind saying f** the mundane
And f** my brain
Lived life like suicide doors upside down opening up upwards
Being a teenager this took a turn for the worst
People thought i was crazy
People thought i was to stuck up
Thought to myself man i must be a
Complete f** up
Every time i would write a line it would get rehearsed over and over again till my
Head hurt fallen on the ground and dirt
Been kicked in the shins, on my dick
The bends of my knees my face im native
Pull out the race card erase my past how could i do
So when it is all that i know that is me
People say
f** your feelings
f** your emotions
Dont be no b**h
Dont be a coward
Dont be a snitch
Dont be a fool
Dont be a tool
Dont lose your cool
Dont go insane
Be a f**ing man
How can that be
You f**ing clown
When i dont got a daddy
Around
Outro:
I say f** you
f** your mom
f** your dad
f** your caregiver
They dont give a sh**
They never will ever
A fake love takes place
A fake love breaks race
A fake love breaks your heart
A fake love flakes your start
But giving up on life
Will never stop the fight
Suicide awareness should be for us
Not for parents
Its hard to love your parents
When all they is that they wanna die